Monday, July 5, 2010

the timing will be perfect.....

So I apologize for my lack of blogging, but I really wanted to wait until I had some news.....and well I don't have the news that we are all wanting to hear.........however, we are still waiting....patiently....."N" is now very overdue, very pregnant and very HOT!!! I feel so bad for her, I just can't even imagine it.....it sometimes just takes my breath away when I think about it....all of this discomfort.....and in the end to give this most amazing, selfless gift to another couple.....it actually boggles my mind. I sit and I think about it and I wonder.....would I be able to do something this big, this amazing....is this the choice I would make???? I don't think any human can know what they would do until they are in a particular position....so I hope if ever I was in "N's" position I would do the same as she is doing for us.

So we will continue to wait....things should happen soon....but you never know....one thing I have learned in this past year is, this is so worth waiting for and if T and I are meant to be parents our special baby will come when the timing is just perfectly right!!

"But these things I plan won't happen right away. Slowly, steadily, surely, the time approaches when the vision will be fulfilled. If it seems slow, be patient! For it will surely take place. It will not be late by a single day."

Habakkuk 2:3


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4 comments:

RB said...

I've been thinking of you! Thanks for the update :) I'll be praying that everything goes as planned. Tons of hugs and love being sent your way!

Rebekah said...

Thinking of you. Great attitude and outlook. Nothing easy about this...

Giantspeedbump said...

Wonderful update - I've been away a lot but check your blog every few days...hoping for you more than you know.

Shelley said...

I don't know N but am guessing she's doing it for her baby. ;) She wanted to go with adoption before she knew of you. The added bonus of adoption is that at the same time of providing what you want for your child, you get to make someones dreams come true too. When you think of it from that point of view, it's "easier" to do. Not that it's easy, by a long shot, but we birthmoms tend to try to keep in mind what we wanted for our child when we made the decision to place for adoption.